of thanks yous and you are welcomes?

i have received quite a number of thank yous for the past day. at first i felt really nice because i THOUGHT i was helping them out...but come to think bout it, am i really that helpful? if so, why am i in my current state right now? i feel so hopeless... so lifeless... so helpless... nobody can tell why am i the way i am now. only i myself know the answer... but i have yet to find it.

for yesterday i've been chatting quite a lot. actually i wasn't really in the mood to chat. i was waiting. but somehow i read some stuff and eventually one thing leads to another. before i noticed, i was already chatting. and later at night, there was this another fella onlined, who is quite disappointed because of friends i think... now this fella lost contact with previous schoolmates. all i did was just copy and paste... there we go, another thank you for the record. much more later, there was this fella who was in a really messed up relationship. to share a boyfriend with another person? that guy's a jerk. he wanted both girls! what else? told that fella to get out from that unnecessary stuff, and another thank you for the night. then there was this sad and angry fella who was bored. and i was still waiting. off i went for another chat... needless to say, another thank you. and today, another thank you from the same first thank you fella last night.. i still don't get what today's thank you is for, but anyway, another one down in the record.

so, back to the question, am i really that helpful? or were the thank yous just 'fillers'? you know those kinda words that people usually use to fill up empty chats. or am i being perasan again? i dunno.. only they know. if i'm really that helpful, i really wish i could help a few people in my life; my family, hm..UK? and of course, the blogger himeself, me.